The blackest place to ever see,
can be found inside of me.
All the darkness, all the rage
are collected there inside a cage.
**
Pain inflicted to my soul
to heal it is my heartfelt goal.
I want so bad to rid my fears
before I have to drown in tears.
**
Sometimes I get lost in time
my heart, my thoughts covered in grime.
Still I know I have to fight
to one day soon get back some light.
**
I don’t see the pleasant things
like butterflies and eagle wings.
I only see a deep black hole;
can’t climb the walls, have no control.
**
I beg for mercy, beg for help
all I can do is weep and yelp.
But support is closer than I guess
a helping hand to flee this mess.
**
A candle light cuts through despair
shows me the way, lit-up the stair’.
And only translucently I see a thing
that looks like the feather of an Angel wing.
**
I yet have to learn to hold on tight
to the arm that wields the sword to fight.
I must identify and cope
with that one emotion, that’s called “hope”.
*****
(Copyright: Aurora Jean Alexander, August 2015)
Lovely. I really liked this one.
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Thank you Allan. I’m happy to hear that. 🙂
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Well done AJ! Hang on!
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Thank you so much Liz. It’s sweet of you to leave your comment! I’m always so happy to see you here! ❤
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Sounds like you are a tough place. Keep fighting and reach for that angel’s wings of hope.
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Thanks so much for reading and commenting. And for your good wishes of course!
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Very welcome.
Chin up. Rooting for you.
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That was beautifully done, Aurora. I’m so happy it had a good ending. Jesus said, in John 8:12, “Then spake Jesus again unto them, saying, I am the light of the world: he that followeth me shall not walk in darkness, but shall have the light of life.” That’s what I was thinking all they way through your poem. He is the light. No one need walk in darkness.
You have a real talent. Can’t wait to see what you do for a novel.
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Thank you so much Sharon. Your comment and of course compliment are greatly appreciated. 🙂
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Well written. It makes me feel the fight in you. The desire to move on and glow. Powerful poem.
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Thank you very much Patricia. Your encouraging words and comment are very much appreciated.
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Hi,
Hang in there A.J. You have come a long ways. This poem is reflective and shows how far you have travelled.
Shalom,
Patti
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Thanks so much Patti. I could only travel all this way with supporting and caring friends like you!
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It’s sad but beautiful.
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Thanks so much for dropping in and leaving your comment. I’m happy to hear you like it.
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Beautifully done, my friend. I can really identify with so many pieces of this work. I know it gets very tiring to always feel like you’re fighting and surviving rather than living, but you do it with class and style. Keep on keepin’ on 😉
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Thanks so much for your encouragement, Tami! It is great to have friends like you!
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