The day is gray, it’s wrapped in sadness
some of the clouds are crying rain.
Today I tried to run from madness
to flee from darkness and the pain.
**
My chest tied up as I get ready
I feel my life comes to an end
my breath comes flat and still it’s steady
I’m too broken to amend
**
Under the trees with nature’s touch
I walk up through rock and stone
I feel the hurt gets far too much
instead of lessened it has grown.
**
Why do some people always hurt me
make me feel like I’m far too low
to be loved, God, hear my plea
it’s time for me that I would know.
**
My eyes in tears I follow traces
of deer, of wolves; hunters and prey.
The wolf who tore me, has many faces
I think remorse is not his way.
**
Many hours later, I reached my goal
I stood and heard the eagle’s cry.
I only wish my injured soul
had strength enough to go and fly.
**
Go my soul, fly free, go home.
Where there’s peace and you are safe
spread your wings and let you roam’
don’t think back and leave my grave.
**
Love and peace and lights are waiting
Heaven’s where you do belong.
nobody hurts, no pain and no one’s hating
there you can sing, and dance , grow strong.
**
Your stay on Earth proves too much trouble
you don’t belong, here you can’t sing.
There’s too much pain for you in double.
Go, fly home – on Angel’s wing!
*****
(Copyright: Aurora Jean Alexander, November 2016)
❤
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Thank you Annette.
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The angels said
We are not ready
Your song
Is needed where
Mortals walk
Your soul is fragile
But strong
And loud,
With a voice that
Shouts
And inspires
In ways
Of wonder
And mystery.
Hugs.
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Thank you so much, Juliette.
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Aurora this is such a sad poem but the words are beautiful.
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Thank you. I’m glad to hear that the words are beautiful. There are moments I need to express what I feel…
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And, you do it so well. xoxo
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Thanks so much.
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I hope that the pain the binds won’t forever repress the beauty of what will emerge before the soul leaves this world.
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I don’t know…. some rare times hope is the last thing that dies…
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Do not let the pain hold you prisoner. We’re all here to help shatter those bonds and help you move forward. Let us know what we can do and we will. We will not let them hold you! Loving HUGS!
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Thank you so much, Allan. You’re such a great and amazing friend! ❤
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My heart aches for your heart, and perhaps that’s because you express the ache and the pain there so beautifully. Your poem truly proves there is beauty in sadness. Some day (I know it doesn’t seem like it now, but…) the sadness will fade and become bittersweet and beautiful. I’m a LOT older than you, and I know…
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Thank you so much Rae! Your comforting words mean a lot to me. Thank you for the compliment on the poem too.
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Your words brought tears to my eyes. You write so beautifully. Rae is right, though. No matter how dark thing are now, the pain will fade in time. We are sent these things so we can grow.
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Thank you very much for your words, the comfort and for the compliment too. Sometimes words are here to describe sadness.
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Incredibly beautiful and touching, Aurora. And I LOVE the graphic!
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Thank you so much I’m happy to hear you like it. And it took me a long time to pick the graphic. It matches so well.
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This poem is beautifully written and so well describes the agony and loss of hope at which times we often wish and pray for release and permission to call it a day and venture back to our original Home.Write your feelings as it is therapeutic and you learned from reading my book that I know of which I write, Just don’t let it bring you down so low that you actively wish to leave this earth—for you’re meant to learn from this as we all are, and in learning, grow. It is not your time to surrender your soul in hopes of finding heaven’s realm. Heaven alone, will let you know.
Love you and I am so proud of who you were, are and are becoming.
Micki
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Thank you very much Micki… I’m still suffering though. But thank you very much for your comforting words.
And of course thanks for the compliment on the poem. It really is coming from my heart and soul.
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The suffering will linger a while until you are ready to set it free. Only you can do it. I know you will because you are so much stronger than you think.
Picture the suffering as a tiny bird with a broken wing. Stroke it’s feathers and care for it and when it’s well again, open your hands and let it fly away. You will sense when it’s time to just let it go, because it’s not who you are today. Suffering happened to who you were. Look upon it with no emotion as you would a stranger. As It disconnects from you it will disappear like a gust of wind blown away by the sunshine rays of hope and renewal. You can do this!
Micki
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I can only try… so far I haven’t been very successful…
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Keep trying. Since when were you ever a quitter?
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At one point, Micki, everything breaks…
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Or bends. You can bend but you know in your heart that you are too strong to break.
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At the moment, Micki… I don’t know anything… 😦
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Honey, this is depression. It hangs over you like a dark cloud weighing a ton. You probably don’t feel real good either. You don’t need meds for this type of depression. You need to try not to dwell on it, try to keep busy even doing mindless things and one day it will lift of its accord and the sun will shine in a blue cloudless sky. Trust me on this. I have battled it for twenty years now. Cry when you need to and don’t listen to country western music. That really makes me cry and feel down. You are functional with this, you just ran a contest and I know you want to write another fantasy. Writing helps but I find journals are too depressing even for me to write as each day of my life is the same or worse but rarely better.
Write short stories for a while. Get a kitten. Function!!! And wait out the darkness without trying to fight it but don’t succumb to it either. Look upon it as a bad cold that will clear up.
Talk to me when you need to. I am always here, waiting out my own darkness.
Love, you,
Micki
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Thank you, Micki
Yes, I was diagnosed with depression – but I do need meds. And I just reacted allergic to these. I don’t feel good either.
I’m trying to write – but there’s so much that literally my world crashed…
I need more time to myself.
Thanks for all your support Micki!
Love you too!
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Your very expressive poem said so much…I do hope that, by now, the hurt has lessened. I lost some dear friends and parents too close together years ago, so feel deeply for your great sadness. Keep busy and always have a goal…Keep the little girl in you near too..and keep smiling! (Loved the photo to your poem too.) Love Joy xx
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